tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-292372332024-03-07T18:12:45.064+10:00Lucy's PlaceI am a young woman in my twenties. I am in a long-term relationship with an older man, who is my best friend, my partner, my lover, and my Daddy. I am His submissive little girl.
This is my life, and I love being me!!Lucyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17406233382497758067noreply@blogger.comBlogger190125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29237233.post-22290691363607096842014-03-04T21:54:00.000+10:002014-03-04T21:54:32.079+10:00It's been a long time....Hasn't it what? (Been a long time). So much has happened, so much has changed. I've well and truly reached my goal weight and I've kept myself there for some time now. Daddy and I are still together and stronger than ever these days :-) I'm not sure if I'm coming back to blogging like I was before, I'll just start with this post and see what happens. I hope my readers who are still around are all well.Lucyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17406233382497758067noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29237233.post-35660432876562840772010-05-14T12:22:00.011+10:002010-05-14T12:42:34.561+10:00I want....I want passion<br /><br />I want lust <br /><br />I want your eyes to linger when you look at me<br /><br />I want your heart to beat faster as you think of me<br /><br />I want to give you butterflies as your thoughts jumble and your legs give way beneath you<br /><br />I want you to be distracted by the thought of me, at the most inappropriate of times<br /><br />I want you to imagine and fantacise about all the things you want to do to me<br /><br />I want you to want meLucyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17406233382497758067noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29237233.post-38108701109770743352010-05-03T15:17:00.006+10:002010-05-03T15:26:19.422+10:00Questions Questions QuestionsThese questions were asked of me by <a href="http://sexnshoes.com/">Thursday's Child</a> some time ago, and now I'm finally answering them :-)
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<br /><meta equiv="Content-Type" content="text/html; charset=utf-8"><meta name="ProgId" content="Word.Document"><meta name="Generator" content="Microsoft Word 11"><meta name="Originator" content="Microsoft Word 11"><link rel="File-List" href="file:///C:%5CDOCUME%7E1%5CEmma%5CLOCALS%7E1%5CTemp%5Cmsohtml1%5C01%5Cclip_filelist.xml"><o:smarttagtype namespaceuri="urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:smarttags" name="place"></o:smarttagtype><o:smarttagtype namespaceuri="urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:smarttags" name="country-region"></o:smarttagtype><o:smarttagtype namespaceuri="urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:smarttags" name="City"></o:smarttagtype><!--[if gte mso 9]><xml> <w:worddocument> <w:view>Normal</w:View> <w:zoom>0</w:Zoom> <w:punctuationkerning/> <w:validateagainstschemas/> <w:saveifxmlinvalid>false</w:SaveIfXMLInvalid> <w:ignoremixedcontent>false</w:IgnoreMixedContent> <w:alwaysshowplaceholdertext>false</w:AlwaysShowPlaceholderText> <w:compatibility> <w:breakwrappedtables/> <w:snaptogridincell/> <w:wraptextwithpunct/> <w:useasianbreakrules/> <w:dontgrowautofit/> </w:Compatibility> <w:browserlevel>MicrosoftInternetExplorer4</w:BrowserLevel> </w:WordDocument> </xml><![endif]--><!--[if gte mso 9]><xml> <w:latentstyles deflockedstate="false" latentstylecount="156"> </w:LatentStyles> </xml><![endif]--><!--[if !mso]><object classid="clsid:38481807-CA0E-42D2-BF39-B33AF135CC4D" id="ieooui"></object> <style> st1\:*{behavior:url(#ieooui) } </style> <![endif]--><style> <!-- /* Style Definitions */ p.MsoNormal, li.MsoNormal, div.MsoNormal {mso-style-parent:""; margin:0cm; margin-bottom:.0001pt; mso-pagination:widow-orphan; font-size:12.0pt; font-family:"Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman"; mso-ansi-language:EN-AU;} @page Section1 {size:612.0pt 792.0pt; margin:72.0pt 90.0pt 72.0pt 90.0pt; mso-header-margin:35.4pt; mso-footer-margin:35.4pt; mso-paper-source:0;} div.Section1 {page:Section1;} --> </style><!--[if gte mso 10]> <style> /* Style Definitions */ table.MsoNormalTable {mso-style-name:"Table Normal"; mso-tstyle-rowband-size:0; mso-tstyle-colband-size:0; mso-style-noshow:yes; mso-style-parent:""; mso-padding-alt:0cm 5.4pt 0cm 5.4pt; mso-para-margin:0cm; mso-para-margin-bottom:.0001pt; mso-pagination:widow-orphan; font-size:10.0pt; font-family:"Times New Roman"; mso-ansi-language:#0400; mso-fareast-language:#0400; mso-bidi-language:#0400;} </style> <![endif]--> <p class="MsoNormal"><b style=""><span lang="EN-AU">What sorts of new experiences are you wanting to try over the next year that you've never tried before?
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<br /></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-AU"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-AU"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><b style=""><span lang="EN-AU">What are five achievements that you are especially proud of?</span></b></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-AU"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-AU">Graduating from High school</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-AU">Being accepted into University</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-AU">Changing my life to improve my health, and losing the weight that I have (and I’ll be even more proud when I reach my goal weight)</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-AU">Caring for a very close relative of mine when they were terminally ill. Although not an achievement as such, it’s an experience that has forever changed the person I am and I’m proud to have done what I did.</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-AU">And because I’ve spent enough time between when I was asked these questions to actually posting the answers, and I can’t think of a fifth, I’m going to leave it at four.
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<br /></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-AU"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-AU"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><b style=""><span lang="EN-AU">What do you wear to bed? Is it different from what you actually sleep in?<o:p></o:p></span></b></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-AU"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-AU">After I shower I feel relaxed and like to keep it that way. I’ll answer this in two parts: summer and winter.</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-AU"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-AU">During the warmer months, I wear as little as possible. Most likely it’s a t-shirt or singlet, generally without anything underneath. As for the bottom half, it depends a lot on what mood I’m in. Sometimes it’s just knickers, while other nights it’s either shorts or a skirt (more often than not, it’s without knickers). As for what I sleep in: knickers only. I’ve grown accustomed to sleeping topless and on the rare occasions that I don’t, I’ll most likely be wearing a hugging singlet because I don’t like too much movement with my clothes as I move a lot while sleeping.
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<br /></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-AU"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-AU">During the cooler months I wear what keeps me warm, which is generally my flannel pj’s without anything underneath. I’m not a big fan of having my feet covered, so unless I really have to I don’t put socks or slippers on. As for what I actually sleep in, it’s not all that different from when it’s warmer. With standard blankets and an electric blanket as another option, I’ll always opt for purely just my knickers, or nothing. On very, very rare occasions I’ll wear socks to bed. However, I can pretty much guarantee that by morning they won’t be on my feet. </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal">
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<br /></p>Lucyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17406233382497758067noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29237233.post-49062992462814621602010-01-28T14:57:00.003+10:002010-01-28T15:10:53.928+10:00HNT - Confidence<div style="text-align: left;"><span style="text-decoration: underline;"><br /><br /></span><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgF4bs6EZBOgsccaRHyvaHhUXYOc0NZuUgkLkXe4fuZio8i_LaajE1f0mKHKOdtaSA7ao1CeWVxilBYEfVcfZluoN31jeTEws3c862DNvZVy_36gJLUdCXEEPSnv2_y3G32m6ZDfg/s1600-h/blog.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 172px; height: 354px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgF4bs6EZBOgsccaRHyvaHhUXYOc0NZuUgkLkXe4fuZio8i_LaajE1f0mKHKOdtaSA7ao1CeWVxilBYEfVcfZluoN31jeTEws3c862DNvZVy_36gJLUdCXEEPSnv2_y3G32m6ZDfg/s200/blog.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5431269980088222866" border="0" /></a><br /><div style="text-align: center;">After losing 32kg (70.5lbs), I finally feel sexy naked and confident enough in how I look to share this picture (which bares much more of me than I have shown previously). Happy Half-Nekkid Thursday!<br /></div><br /><a href="http://osbasso.blogspot.com/">Check out who else participated in HNT this week.</a><br /><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">* The only alteration I have made to this photo is removing identifying marks in order to protect my anonymity. </span><br /><br /><br /></div>Lucyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17406233382497758067noreply@blogger.com15tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29237233.post-16680523210916245052010-01-27T14:03:00.006+10:002010-01-28T14:57:24.002+10:00Ch...Ch...Ch...ChangesI have been working on this post for months now, but haven’t been satisfied enough with what I’ve written to publish it. My mind races with a million different thoughts that lead me down a million different paths, and that’s just one reason why this is so difficult. It’s hard to share what’s going on, when I’m still adjusting to it and working it out for myself.<br /><br />It has been almost two years since I became sick and started losing weight. Almost two years that have been full of tears, determination, fears, sweat, uncertainty, self-doubt, pain, joy, happiness, adjustment and so much more. I am not the same person I was then. I couldn’t be with all the changes and everything that has happened.<br /><br />As I write this, my total weight loss is 32kg (70.5lbs). I’ve lost 5 dress sizes and goodness only knows how many inches. These aren’t the only things I’ve lost; I’ve also lost my self-identity, self-consciousness, countless outfits that I adored and many other things. However, there are many things that I have gained over this time as well. A new self-identity, self-confidence that I have never known before, the freedom to walk into any clothing store and not having to worry about whether anything will fit me, and last but not least my health and knowing that I’ve added many more years to my life.<br /><br />There are not enough words or enough space on my blog to explain all the ways I’ve changed (and no doubt you would be bored if I listed them all). However, I can share with you what all this has done for me. As clichéd as it sounds, this has been a big, long, eye-opening and extremely personal journey. I’ve done a lot of soul searching, a lot of thinking, and a mass of writing during this time. I’ve learnt and realised so much more about myself that I thought I would, and I’m better for it. I know myself, my emotions (and the reasons behind these) better than I ever have before. I believe I am a better me for going through this, because I have discovered the real and true me. I’m still adjusting to everything and probably will be for some time to come. After all, I haven’t reached my goal weight yet, but I am close.<br /><br />Putting aside the obvious health benefits, the best part of this journey is how I now feel about myself. I never thought that I would be satisfied or content with being me. And many years ago I gave up on being the person I wanted to be. I had (grudgingly) accepted that I would always be fat and that that was just something I had to live with. How I feel about myself now, is something I only ever dreamed about, but never thought I would actually experience. For the very first time in my life, I can honestly say that I am truly happy with being who I am, with being me.<br /><br />I am not perfect now that I’ve lost weight, and I never will be (but perfection is not my goal). I still have lessons to learn, and improvements to make and that’s okay. Just like it’s okay that there are physical aspects to my body that I would like to improve. However, if (for whatever reason) my body had to say the way it is right now, I would be content, I would be satisfied, but most of all I would be happy. I would be lying if I said that I found this easy. I haven’t. But to come out at the other end of this, knowing I’m a better (and healthier) version of me, is and has been worth it.<br /><br />And it’s such a great feeling to finally feel sexy naked.Lucyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17406233382497758067noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29237233.post-53672525079373714102010-01-06T07:43:00.007+10:002010-01-06T07:54:39.387+10:00Opportunity<meta equiv="Content-Type" content="text/html; charset=utf-8"><meta name="ProgId" content="Word.Document"><meta name="Generator" content="Microsoft Word 11"><meta name="Originator" content="Microsoft Word 11"><link style="font-family: georgia;" rel="File-List" href="file:///C:%5CDOCUME%7E1%5CEmma%5CLOCALS%7E1%5CTemp%5Cmsohtml1%5C01%5Cclip_filelist.xml"><!--[if gte mso 9]><xml> <w:worddocument> <w:view>Normal</w:View> <w:zoom>0</w:Zoom> <w:punctuationkerning/> <w:validateagainstschemas/> <w:saveifxmlinvalid>false</w:SaveIfXMLInvalid> <w:ignoremixedcontent>false</w:IgnoreMixedContent> <w:alwaysshowplaceholdertext>false</w:AlwaysShowPlaceholderText> <w:compatibility> <w:breakwrappedtables/> <w:snaptogridincell/> <w:wraptextwithpunct/> <w:useasianbreakrules/> <w:dontgrowautofit/> </w:Compatibility> <w:browserlevel>MicrosoftInternetExplorer4</w:BrowserLevel> </w:WordDocument> </xml><![endif]--><!--[if gte mso 9]><xml> <w:latentstyles deflockedstate="false" latentstylecount="156"> </w:LatentStyles> </xml><![endif]--><style> <!-- /* Style Definitions */ p.MsoNormal, li.MsoNormal, div.MsoNormal {mso-style-parent:""; margin:0cm; margin-bottom:.0001pt; mso-pagination:widow-orphan; font-size:12.0pt; font-family:"Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman"; mso-ansi-language:EN-AU;} @page Section1 {size:612.0pt 792.0pt; margin:72.0pt 90.0pt 72.0pt 90.0pt; mso-header-margin:35.4pt; mso-footer-margin:35.4pt; mso-paper-source:0;} div.Section1 {page:Section1;} --> </style><!--[if gte mso 10]> <style> /* Style Definitions */ table.MsoNormalTable {mso-style-name:"Table Normal"; mso-tstyle-rowband-size:0; mso-tstyle-colband-size:0; mso-style-noshow:yes; mso-style-parent:""; mso-padding-alt:0cm 5.4pt 0cm 5.4pt; mso-para-margin:0cm; mso-para-margin-bottom:.0001pt; mso-pagination:widow-orphan; font-size:10.0pt; font-family:"Times New Roman"; mso-ansi-language:#0400; mso-fareast-language:#0400; mso-bidi-language:#0400;} </style> <![endif]--><span style="font-family: georgia;" lang="EN-AU"><o:p></o:p></span> <p style="font-family: georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-AU">She was waiting for the holidays; looking forward to all the naughty fun they could have together. And then He got sick. Every day she would wake up with an ache between her legs, hoping that today was the day He would be feeling much better. However, each new day found Him just as sick as the one before.</span></p> <p style="font-family: georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-AU"><o:p> </o:p></span></p><p style="font-family: georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-AU"><o:p>
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<br /></o:p></span></p><p style="font-family: georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-AU"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p style="font-family: georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-AU">She undresses quickly, almost ripping her clothes off. The hot water is turned onto high, steaming up the glass. In one swift movement she sinks down; her back against the wall and legs splayed open. Her hand dives down to find her clit erect and begging for attention. With limited time, it’s only a matter of seconds before she places the vibe on her clit and turns it on. She masturbates as His words replay in her mind. The promise of Him taking her arse again, of making it a regular priority. </span></p> <p style="font-family: georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-AU"><o:p>
<br /></o:p></span></p><p style="font-family: georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-AU"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p style="font-family: georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-AU">She soaps up her other hand and plays with a nipple, allowing a soft sigh to escape her lips. She increases the speed of the vibe as she rests more of her weight against the wall. She’s getting closer, thinking about having His cock in her arse again. Conscious of the time that has passed she wonders if He’s going to come looking for her soon. The thought of Him catching her masturbating is a fantasy that has made her gush on countless occasions. Tonight will be no different. Her toes curl under as she cums, hoping He’s going to walk in at that very moment and catch her. </span></p> Lucyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17406233382497758067noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29237233.post-9064505210591010762009-11-11T13:38:00.008+10:002009-11-11T14:09:02.882+10:00My 200th Post!First of all, let me apologise for how absent I've been of late. It's because of my studies that I haven't been posting. However, now that I've finished for this year, I've got some more spare time on my hands and even have a few posts that I'm working on :-)<br /><br />I'm going to toot my own horn here a (little) bit, but I wanted to share with you all how well I did this past term at uni. I was studying two courses and received a High Distinction (my first) and a Distinction, as well as topping the class for both. With this being the best term I've had so far since I started, I can't help but be proud of myself and want to share the news. And as of the end of the term, I can now say that I have achieved all possible marks, from a Fail right through to a High Distinction. Enough of self promotion, let's move on, shall we?<br /><br />I haven't been up to a whole lot on my time off, but am loving it. It gives me a chance to do all those things I can't do throughout the term. Like learning how to use photoshop (still working on this), reading books that aren't set text's etc. Although it's nice to have the time off, I kinda feel like it's a bit wasted. With less than 10 courses left to complete until I graduate, it's so close (graduation) that I can almost touch it. Knowing that it's right there, just out of my reach, makes me want it all that more sooner, which makes time off all that more bitter-sweet.<br /><br />As I said earlier I have some posts that I'm working on, and as soon as I'm happy with them, I'll be sharing them with you. And hoping I get some comments on them too (<span style="font-style: italic;">hint, hint</span>). For the moment though, I thought I would ask if any of you have any questions you would like me to answer. Is there something you've always been wondering about me? Or would you like to know what my personal opinion is on a certain topic? Feel free to email them (his.lucy@gmail.com) or leave them in the comments for me. I won't say that I will answer every one, but ask away. You'll never know if you don't ask.<br /><br />Stay safe & have fun<br />Lucy xoxoxLucyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17406233382497758067noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29237233.post-30701859992140937092009-09-12T15:20:00.009+10:002009-09-12T15:51:40.316+10:00Update and stuffSorry it's been awhile since I've posted. Since last time, Daddy and I have been on our first holiday together :-) We had an awesome time travelling around a couple of states. We went our for dinner, got lost in a hedge maze (multiple times), played mini golf (He won), went to a winery for wine tasting, had our photo taken when we were standing on either side of the border line, and ate the yummiest pizza ever (I swear, it's almost worth re-locating for, almost).<br /><br />Other than going away on holidays it's been business as usual around here. Uni is going really well this term with my overall mark so far sitting between 80% and 85%. And I'm really enjoying the subjects, which is a good thing. Other than that nothing much else has been going on.<br /><br />Last piece of business....have you all entered <a href="http://bbgblog.com/2009/08/bbgs-big-bad-contest-the-grand-fucking-prize/">BBG's Anniversary Blog Contest</a>? The details can be found if you just click on the link there. Here's <a href="http://www.extremerestraints.com/wishlist_public.php?public_id=295011">my wishlist</a> (or what I've added so far).Lucyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17406233382497758067noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29237233.post-8927427050796144802009-09-12T14:57:00.005+10:002009-09-12T15:13:45.063+10:00BBG's Anniversary Contest<div style="text-align: center;">You all know about <a href="http://bbgblog.com/2009/08/bbgs-big-bad-contest-the-grand-fucking-prize/">BBG's Blog Anniversary Contest</a> right? No? Well if you click on the link there it will take you straight to where she gives you all the details for how you can enter to win. Below is the list of possible prizes (depending on how many entries are received).<br /><br />Go on, go <a href="http://bbgblog.com/2009/08/bbgs-big-bad-contest-the-grand-fucking-prize/">check it out</a>, I'm about to put my entry in just as soon as I've finished typing this!<br /><br /></div><p style="text-align: center;"><em><strong>Here’s what you can win as the entries increase</strong></em>:</p><div style="text-align: center;"> </div><table style="text-align: left; margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;" border="1" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0"> <tbody> <tr> <td valign="top" width="72">Sign-ups</td> <td valign="top" width="300">Item</td> <td valign="top" width="72">Retail</td> </tr> <tr> <td valign="top" width="72"> <p align="right">1</p> </td> <td valign="top" width="300"><a href="http://www.extremerestraints.com/electrosex-gear_43/the-zeus-electrogasm_2847.html?a=badbadgirlx">Electrogasm</a></td> <td valign="top" width="72">$45.00</td> </tr> <tr> <td valign="top" width="72"> <p align="right">4</p> </td> <td valign="top" width="300"><a href="http://www.extremerestraints.com/floggers-and-whips_159/natural-rattan-cane_1380.html?a=badbadgirlx">Ratan Cane</a></td> <td valign="top" width="72">$11.50</td> </tr> <tr> <td valign="top" width="72"> <p align="right">5</p> </td> <td valign="top" width="300"><a href="http://www.extremerestraints.com/butt-plugs_1/trinity-silicone-butt-plug-kit_3012.html?a=badbadgirlx">Trinity Silicone Butt Plug Kit</a></td> <td valign="top" width="72">$38.00</td> </tr> <tr> <td valign="top" width="72"> <p align="right">7</p> </td> <td valign="top" width="300"><a href="http://www.extremerestraints.com/rabbit-vibrators_172/trinity-pink-waterproof-rabbit-vibrator_2652.html?a=badbadgirlx">Trinity Pink Waterproof Rabbit</a></td> <td valign="top" width="72">$18.95</td> </tr> <tr> <td valign="top" width="72"> <p align="right">9</p> </td> <td valign="top" width="300"><a href="http://www.extremerestraints.com/cock-rings_34/orgasmic-vibrating-cockring_1616.html?a=badbadgirlx">Orgasmic Vibrating Cock Ring</a></td> <td valign="top" width="72">$8.00</td> </tr> <tr> <td valign="top" width="72"> <p align="right">10</p> </td> <td valign="top" width="300"><a href="http://www.extremerestraints.com/beads-and-balls_2/luv-balls_434.html?a=badbadgirlx">Luv Balls</a></td> <td valign="top" width="72">$26.00</td> </tr> <tr> <td valign="top" width="72"> <p align="right">12</p> </td> <td valign="top" width="300"><a href="http://www.extremerestraints.com/glass-and-steel-dildos_39/the-sunset-plug_1630.html?a=badbadgirlx">The Sunset Plug</a></td> <td valign="top" width="72">$17.99</td> </tr> <tr> <td valign="top" width="72"> <p align="right">15</p> </td> <td valign="top" width="300"><a href="http://www.extremerestraints.com/floggers_72/strict-leather-bullhide-flogger_372.html?a=badbadgirlx">Strict Leather Flogger</a></td> <td valign="top" width="72">$165.00</td> </tr> <tr> <td valign="top" width="72"> <p align="right">17</p> </td> <td valign="top" width="300"><a href="http://www.extremerestraints.com/nipple-and-pussy-pumps_221/clitoris-enhancer-clit-pump-kit_1248.html?a=badbadgirlx">Clit Enhance Pump Kit</a></td> <td valign="top" width="72">$114.00</td> </tr> <tr> <td valign="top" width="72"> <p align="right">18</p> </td> <td valign="top" width="300"><a href="http://www.extremerestraints.com/vibrating-dildos_38/vibrating-silver-bullet_115.html?a=badbadgirlx">Vibrating Silver Bullet</a></td> <td valign="top" width="72">$8.50</td> </tr> <tr> <td valign="top" width="72"> <p align="right">20</p> </td> <td valign="top" width="300"><a href="http://www.extremerestraints.com/vibrating-sex-toys_80/mini-remote-control-7-speed-egg_824.html">Vibrating Remote Control 7 speed egg</a></td> <td valign="top" width="72">$47.95</td> </tr> <tr> <td valign="top" width="72"> <p align="right">23</p> </td> <td valign="top" width="300"><a href="http://www.extremerestraints.com/blindfolds_13/leather-blindfold-with-velcro-closure_1185.html?a=badbadgirlx">Leather Blindfold with Velcro Closure</a></td> <td valign="top" width="72">$16.50</td> </tr> <tr> <td valign="top" width="72"> <p align="right">25</p> </td> <td valign="top" width="300"><a href="http://www.extremerestraints.com/bondage-gear_10/strict-leather-deluxe-locking-thigh-cuffs_493.html?a=badbadgirlx">Strict Leather Locking Thigh Cuffs</a></td> <td valign="top" width="72">$76.00</td> </tr> <tr> <td valign="top" width="72"> <p align="right">30</p> </td> <td valign="top" width="300"><a href="http://www.extremerestraints.com/butt-plugs_1/the-trinity-7-speed-vibrating-silicone-butt-plug_2977.html?a=badbadgirlx">Trinity 7 Speed Vibrating Silicon Butt Plug</a></td> <td valign="top" width="72">$28.95</td> </tr> <tr> <td valign="top" width="72"> <p align="right">35</p> </td> <td valign="top" width="300"><a href="http://www.extremerestraints.com/electrosex-gear_43/zeus-deluxe-digital-power-box_832.html?a=badbadgirlx">Delux Digital Power Box</a></td> <td valign="top" width="72">$130.00</td> </tr> <tr> <td valign="top" width="72"> <p align="right">38</p> </td> <td valign="top" width="300"><a href="http://www.extremerestraints.com/traditional-vibrators_171/the-trinity-rocket-massager_523.html?a=badbadgirlx">Trinity Pocket Rocket Massager</a></td> <td valign="top" width="72">$14.00</td> </tr> <tr> <td valign="top" width="72"> <p align="right">40</p> </td> <td valign="top" width="300"><a href="http://www.extremerestraints.com/glass-and-steel-dildos_39/trinity-heart-throb-glass-dildo_3142.html?a=badbadgirlx">Trinity Heart Throb Glass Dildo</a></td> <td valign="top" width="72">$28.00</td> </tr> <tr> <td valign="top" width="72"> <p align="right">43</p> </td> <td valign="top" width="300"><a href="http://www.extremerestraints.com/butt-plugs_1/the-love-pacifier_2117.html?a=badbadgirlx">The Love Pacifier</a></td> <td valign="top" width="72">$14.99</td> </tr> <tr> <td valign="top" width="72"> <p align="right">45</p> </td> <td valign="top" width="300"><a href="http://www.extremerestraints.com/bedroom-bondage-toys_222/strict-leather-4-foot-leash_75.html?a=badbadgirlx">Strict Leather 4 Foot Leash</a></td> <td valign="top" width="72">$18.00</td> </tr> <tr> <td valign="top" width="72"> <p align="right">47</p> </td> <td valign="top" width="300"><a href="http://www.extremerestraints.com/games-and-novelties_55/vibrating-lipstick_1461.html?a=badbadgirlx">Vibrating Lipstick</a></td> <td valign="top" width="72">$26.00</td> </tr> <tr> <td valign="top" width="72"> <p align="right">50</p> </td> <td valign="top" width="300"><a href="http://www.extremerestraints.com/vibrating-sex-toys_80/hitachi-magic-wand_96.html?a=badbadgirlx">Hitachi Magic Wand</a></td> <td valign="top" width="72">$49.95</td> </tr> <tr> <td valign="top" width="72"> <p align="right">55</p> </td> <td valign="top" width="300"><a href="http://www.extremerestraints.com/ball-gags_150/ball-gag-training-system_3017.html?a=badbadgirlx">Ball Gag Training System</a></td> <td valign="top" width="72">$15.00</td> </tr> <tr> <td valign="top" width="72"> <p align="right">58</p> </td> <td valign="top" width="300"><a href="http://www.extremerestraints.com/g-spot-vibrators_173/the-trinity-rosebud-g-spot-vibrator_3157.html?a=badbadgirlx">Trinity Rosebud G Vibrator</a></td> <td valign="top" width="72">$22.50</td> </tr> <tr> <td valign="top" width="72"> <p align="right">60</p> </td> <td valign="top" width="300"><a href="http://www.extremerestraints.com/floggers-and-whips_159/strict-leather-punishment-strap_572.html?a=badbadgirlx">Strict Leather Punishment Strap</a></td> <td valign="top" width="72">$37.50</td> </tr> <tr> <td valign="top" width="72"> <p align="right">62</p> </td> <td valign="top" width="300"><a href="http://www.extremerestraints.com/bondage-gear_10/bondage-tape_1.html?a=badbadgirlx">Bondage Tape</a></td> <td valign="top" width="72">$7.95</td> </tr> <tr> <td valign="top" width="72"> <p align="right">65</p> </td> <td valign="top" width="300"><a href="http://www.extremerestraints.com/paddles-and-slappers_71/strict-leather-studded-paddle_515.html?a=badbadgirlx">Strict Leather Studded Paddle</a></td> <td valign="top" width="72">$48.00</td> </tr> <tr> <td valign="top" width="72"> <p align="right">69</p> </td> <td valign="top" width="300"><a href="http://www.extremerestraints.com/clothing-accessories_32/clit-clamp-with-bell_1029.html?a=badbadgirlx">Clit Clamp with Bell</a></td> <td valign="top" width="72">$10.00</td> </tr> <tr> <td valign="top" width="72"> <p align="right">70</p> </td> <td valign="top" width="300"><a href="http://www.extremerestraints.com/bondage-gear_10/strict-leather-fur-low-rise-locking-collar_296.html">Strict Leather Low Rise Leather Collar</a></td> <td valign="top" width="72">$48.00</td> </tr> <tr> <td valign="top" width="72"> <p align="right">75</p> </td> <td valign="top" width="300"><a href="http://www.extremerestraints.com/fucking-machines_48/the-love-seat_2951.html">The Love Seat</a></td> <td valign="top" width="72">$99.95</td> </tr> <tr> <td valign="top" width="72"> <p align="right">77</p> </td> <td valign="top" width="300"><a href="http://www.extremerestraints.com/wrist-and-ankle-restraints_11/premium-black-nylon-bondage-rope_232.html?a=badbadgirlx">Premium Bondage Rope Nylon 10ft</a></td> <td valign="top" width="72">$12.00</td> </tr> <tr> <td valign="top" width="72"> <p align="right">78</p> </td> <td valign="top" width="300"><a href="http://www.extremerestraints.com/medical-fetish_155/wartenburg-wheel-with-sheath_119.html?a=badbadgirlx">Wartenburg Wheel</a></td> <td valign="top" width="72">$9.50</td> </tr> <tr> <td valign="top" width="72"> <p align="right">80</p> </td> <td valign="top" width="300"><a href="http://www.extremerestraints.com/bizarre-butt-plugs_7/the-anal-hook_2029.html">The Anal Hook</a></td> <td valign="top" width="72">$78.95</td> </tr> <tr> <td valign="top" width="72"> <p align="right">85</p> </td> <td valign="top" width="300"><a href="http://www.extremerestraints.com/nipple-toys_60/tower-of-pain_527.html">Tower of Pain</a></td> <td valign="top" width="72">$88.00</td> </tr> <tr> <td valign="top" width="72"> <p align="right">90</p> </td> <td valign="top" width="300"><a href="http://www.extremerestraints.com/bondage-gear_10/the-strict-leather-forced-orgasm-belt_2790.html">Strict Leather Forced Orgasm Belt</a></td> <td valign="top" width="72">$78.00</td> </tr> <tr> <td valign="top" width="72"> <p align="right">95</p> </td> <td valign="top" width="300"><a href="http://www.extremerestraints.com/classic-dildos_184/the-curvy-steel-dildo_3134.html?a=badbadgirlx">The Curvy Steel Dildo</a></td> <td valign="top" width="72">$95.00</td> </tr> <tr> <td valign="top" width="72"> <p align="right">100</p> </td> <td valign="top" width="300"><a href="http://www.extremerestraints.com/fucking-machines_48/the-power-box-fucking-machine-best-buy_612.html">The Power Box Fucking Machine</a></td> <td valign="top" width="72">$449.00</td> </tr> </tbody> </table><div style="text-align: center;"> </div><p style="text-align: center;">If BBG gets 100 people to <a href="http://bbgblog.com/2009/08/bbgs-big-bad-contest-the-grand-fucking-prize/">enter</a>, the prize package is worth approximately $2000! So go and get your entries in!!<br /></p>Lucyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17406233382497758067noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29237233.post-55710480989427477602009-08-15T16:10:00.003+10:002009-08-15T16:15:37.327+10:00Sugasm One Seven ZeroThe best of this week’s blogs by the bloggers who blog them. Highlighting the top 3 posts as chosen by Sugasm participants. Want in Sugasm #171? Submit a link to your best post of the week using <a href="http://sugasm.com/sugasm-form/">this form</a>. Participants, repost the link list within a week and you’re all set.<br /><br />This Week’s Picks<br /><a href="http://www.mollena.com/2009/07/the-fundamental-things-apply/">The fundamental things apply…</a><br />“If you can’t fuck me with your mouth, how are you going to handle fucking all of me at once?”<br /><br /><a href="http://megan-on-bended-knee.blogspot.com/2009/07/perfection.html?zx=83f81ae204981c04">Perfection</a><br />“Patiently, he took his time touching me here and there.”<br /><br /><a href="http://www.sugarbutch.net/2009/07/sugarbutch-star-green-eyed-girl/">The Study Date (Sugarbutch Star: Green-Eyed Girl)</a><br />“I bet she’s already wet.”<br /><br />Sugasm Editor<br /><a href="http://radicalvixen.com/blog/2009/07/18/wardrobe-malfunction/">Wardrobe Malfunction</a><br /><br />Editor’s Choice<br /><a href="http://corsetsandcardigans.wordpress.com/2009/07/16/3a-m-vulnerability/">3a.m. Vulnerability</a><br /><br /><a href="http://sugasm.com/2009/08/04/sugasm-170/">More Sugasm</a><br /><a href="http://sugasm.com/sugasm-form">Join the Sugasm</a>Lucyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17406233382497758067noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29237233.post-32849501426935677622009-08-04T09:31:00.005+10:002009-08-04T09:37:07.145+10:00Daddy's proud sluti proudly wear His marks.<br /><br />The freckled spots on my breasts from last night, evidence of how He likes to hurt me. Groping, twisting, turning, slapping. Causing me to wince with pain and moan with pleasure.<br /><br />The pink bite size area on the top of my right breast from two nights ago. Slightly faded but still easily seen. And still sore to touch.<br /><br />The long pink mark on one side of my neck. Blood drawn to the surface two nights ago, still lingering to remind me that i'm His. That i belong to Him.<br /><br />My breath quickens, and my cunt aches seeing His marks on me.<br /><br />Daddy, i proudly wear your marks of control and domination.Lucyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17406233382497758067noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29237233.post-81518018355065672832009-07-31T09:22:00.008+10:002009-07-31T09:33:13.402+10:00Differences: Now & Then<meta equiv="Content-Type" content="text/html; charset=utf-8"><meta name="ProgId" content="Word.Document"><meta name="Generator" content="Microsoft Word 11"><meta name="Originator" content="Microsoft Word 11"><link rel="File-List" href="file:///C:%5CDOCUME%7E1%5CEmma%5CLOCALS%7E1%5CTemp%5Cmsohtml1%5C01%5Cclip_filelist.xml"><o:smarttagtype namespaceuri="urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:smarttags" name="place"></o:smarttagtype><o:smarttagtype namespaceuri="urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:smarttags" name="country-region"></o:smarttagtype><!--[if gte mso 9]><xml> <w:worddocument> <w:view>Normal</w:View> <w:zoom>0</w:Zoom> <w:punctuationkerning/> <w:validateagainstschemas/> <w:saveifxmlinvalid>false</w:SaveIfXMLInvalid> <w:ignoremixedcontent>false</w:IgnoreMixedContent> <w:alwaysshowplaceholdertext>false</w:AlwaysShowPlaceholderText> <w:compatibility> <w:breakwrappedtables/> <w:snaptogridincell/> <w:wraptextwithpunct/> <w:useasianbreakrules/> <w:dontgrowautofit/> </w:Compatibility> <w:browserlevel>MicrosoftInternetExplorer4</w:BrowserLevel> </w:WordDocument> </xml><![endif]--><!--[if gte mso 9]><xml> <w:latentstyles deflockedstate="false" latentstylecount="156"> </w:LatentStyles> </xml><![endif]--><!--[if !mso]><object classid="clsid:38481807-CA0E-42D2-BF39-B33AF135CC4D" id="ieooui"></object> <style> st1\:*{behavior:url(#ieooui) } </style> <![endif]--><style> <!-- /* Style Definitions */ p.MsoNormal, li.MsoNormal, div.MsoNormal {mso-style-parent:""; margin:0cm; margin-bottom:.0001pt; mso-pagination:widow-orphan; font-size:12.0pt; font-family:"Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman"; mso-ansi-language:EN-AU;} @page Section1 {size:612.0pt 792.0pt; margin:72.0pt 90.0pt 72.0pt 90.0pt; mso-header-margin:35.4pt; mso-footer-margin:35.4pt; mso-paper-source:0;} div.Section1 {page:Section1;} --> </style><!--[if gte mso 10]> <style> /* Style Definitions */ table.MsoNormalTable {mso-style-name:"Table Normal"; mso-tstyle-rowband-size:0; mso-tstyle-colband-size:0; mso-style-noshow:yes; mso-style-parent:""; mso-padding-alt:0cm 5.4pt 0cm 5.4pt; mso-para-margin:0cm; mso-para-margin-bottom:.0001pt; mso-pagination:widow-orphan; font-size:10.0pt; font-family:"Times New Roman"; mso-ansi-language:#0400; mso-fareast-language:#0400; mso-bidi-language:#0400;} </style> <![endif]--> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-AU">I hadn’t thought about it until I was having a conversation with a group of people whom I only had only met a couple of days earlier. One asked: “Do people treat you differently now?” Now meaning: that I am 25kg’s lighter and no longer fat.</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-AU"><o:p> </o:p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-AU"><o:p>
<br /></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-AU">I’ve thought about this a fair amount since that conversation. And because of it (the conversation), I’m now more aware of how people treat me. And I spend more time thinking about how they’ve treated me as well. </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-AU"><o:p> </o:p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-AU"><o:p>
<br /></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-AU">I work in Customer Service, customers are my job. I know how to properly greet you so that you’ll feel warm and welcome where I work. I’ll ask enough vague, but personal questions, and respond friendly enough, that you’ll feel that I’m familiar to you. And then I’ll do my job and send you on your way with a smile on my face and a promise to “See you next time!” </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-AU"><o:p> </o:p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-AU"><o:p>
<br /></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-AU">Because of my awesome skills to do all this ;-) and for it to be second nature, I critique others. Kinda. While I don’t rate them on a scale from say 1-10, I am critical of how I’m treated as a customer. I <s>hate</s> loathe it when people who are serving customers 1) Do not smile; 2) Do not have a personality of any sort (Come on! You’re nothing but a sponge in there?! Everyone has some kind of personality!); 3) Hold out their hand in anticipation of you paying them (A note to those of you that do this and are reading: This is just greedy. You’re going to get your (company’s) money, so just wait until I’m ready to give it to you. You wouldn’t have to put your hand up if I magically wished for the correct change, and I wouldn’t have to be served by you if my order was taken by a robot and my meal technologically appeared on the table just as I sat down. Look, just don’t fucking do it! And the same goes for customers who do this. Did you leave your manners at home today?); 4) Act as though I’m annoying you and stopping you from being somewhere way more important. (To my readers that fit this description: This is your job. You do this, to earn money so you can go out and buy the latest craze 15 and 16 yr olds are into today. Yes, these are the teenagers, which CLEARLY have better and more important places to be. You have a job to do. Do it. Period. And if you are that person, leave now. This is an adult blog intended for adults only.) More things annoy me, but I’m slightly off track, so I’ll get back to my point. </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-AU"><o:p> </o:p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-AU"><o:p>
<br /></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-AU">I hate to say it, but yes, I am treated differently now. Now that I’m not fat. Now that my figure is hourglass and not round. Now that I don’t have the start of a double chin. </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-AU"><o:p> </o:p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-AU"><o:p>
<br /></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-AU">Okay, so I’m easier on the eye now. But does that really deserve you treating me better than when I was 25kg’s heavier? No, no it does not. I didn’t treat you any differently when I was fat. I’ve been in customer service for 5yrs now, and I know how to be a good customer, and I know how to be a good customer service representative. I am a good customer to everyone, until something you do or say makes me feel less happy. Simple as that, you all start at the same level, where I am my friendly, nice, happy self, but if you do one of those things mentioned above, I will think twice about how big I smile or if I even smile when I leave. (Clearly the holding out the hand thing is something that really pisses me off, so that’s an instant explosion down to “Oh she didn’t!” and you get nothing more from me.)</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-AU"><o:p> </o:p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-AU"><o:p>
<br /></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-AU">I could understand this if I was in the <st1:country-region st="on"><st1:place st="on">US</st1:place></st1:country-region>, but here we don’t rely on tips. In fact, I’ve never tipped anyone in my life. Nor have I been in the presence when someone has. And I have never been tipped at work. So why is it, that I’m being treated better now that my waistline is smaller, but my smile and attitude are just as wide and friendly as ever? I don’t know. Maybe for guys it’s the question of “Can I get her to flirt with me?” (Men, guys, feel free to leave me your thoughts, even if you don’t work in customer service. Why would any male treat me better now?). And I don’t know about the girls. Maybe the whole bitchiness aspect comes into it somehow. I just can’t see what’s in it for them to be nicer to one person (i.e. thinner me) than another (i.e. fat me). </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-AU"><o:p> </o:p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-AU"><o:p>
<br /></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-AU">If anyone can enlighten me, please do, because I’m at a loss to see what it could be that’s causing them to be nicer to me now. Are all people really that shallow? Is it even a conscious decision?
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<br /></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-AU">*I must note that although I focused more on how I’m treated as a customer, strangers on the street are friendlier towards me now that I’m thinner. Just in case you were wondering.
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<br /></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-AU"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-AU"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-AU">Would love to hear some feedback on this one! Pretty please??</span></p> Lucyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17406233382497758067noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29237233.post-28982080269232692642009-07-15T15:45:00.008+10:002009-07-15T16:12:50.076+10:00Damp Down UnderIt's been two and a half months since I went off the pill and had the implant put in. Since then, I haven't had any of the following: periods, cramps, nausea and (the best one) pms. However, when I was on the pill, a week beforehand I would be incredibly horny. Now that I have the implant, I don't have this week.<br /><br />I'm horny for four out of four weeks in a month. Yes, all four. Although I'm not super, mega, heavy duty horny all the time (like I was in the week beforehand), I am always aroused and ready for sex.<br /><br />I couldn't calculate, in a day, the amount of time I spend touching my clit or playing with my lips, or casually dipping in the tip of a finger. My hands have a mind of their own. I'll be watching TV and become aware of the hand between my legs, curiously & quietly masturbating. Every single time I wake up through the night I am wet, and one of my hands is between my legs, rubbing my clit. <br /><br />I am constantly aroused.<br /><br />I am the typical teenage boy in a woman's body. Yes, I do fantasise about women, but that's not what I mean. As a result of my state of arousal, I'm always thinking about sex. Fantasising about trying new things; thinking of different ways to seduce Him; thinking about how I could take advantage of the situation and masturbate. However much I love being aroused and thinking about sex, it's devilishly frustrating at times. <br /><br />So if it were my choice, how often would I want it? Sex, I would want daily. Hell, what am I talking about if's for? I do want it everyday! Okay, so if it were my choice, how often would I actually get it? Daily, preferably in the mornings or afternoons (that's my thing at the moment). I hear you ask about masturbation? Daily as well :-)<br /><br />If you were as horny as often and for as long as I am, wouldn't you take advantage of the it? I bet you would ;-)Lucyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17406233382497758067noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29237233.post-76585137273745703722009-07-14T17:31:00.004+10:002009-07-15T17:37:48.732+10:00TMI Tuesday #195<span style="font-weight: bold;">1. Have you ever attended a group masturbation party? Same-sex or mixed?</span><br /><br />No, I have not. Nor do I know of anyone who has.<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">2. When masturbating, as you reach orgasm, do you continue to stimulate yourself without interruption, or do you stop and apply pressure until your spasms subside? Or?</span><br /><br />I continue to stimulate until I can't take it any more, then I ease off. I'm still spasming after everything has stopped.<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">3. Have you ever video'ed yourself while masturbating (solo)? Where are they now?</span><br /><br />Hell yeah, you've also seen some still shots from the video's. They are saved on both my computer & His as well as being burnt onto disc.<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">4. Have you ever looked at porn online? Have you ever posted at porn online?</span><br /><br />Yes, I've looked at porn online. Who hasn't? Posted...debatable.<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">5. Do you send/recieve dirty email jokes and pictures?</span><br /><br />Hell yeah, and on a regular basis. Video's too lol<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Bonus: Have you ever told someone they were good in bed when they weren't?</span><br /><br />No. I'd rather be up front and discuss it with them so future sex is better for both of us.Lucyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17406233382497758067noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29237233.post-90230460014280569982009-07-06T14:03:00.002+10:002009-07-06T14:05:22.651+10:00Moments<meta equiv="Content-Type" content="text/html; charset=utf-8"><meta name="ProgId" content="Word.Document"><meta name="Generator" content="Microsoft Word 11"><meta name="Originator" content="Microsoft Word 11"><link rel="File-List" href="file:///C:%5CDOCUME%7E1%5CEmma%5CLOCALS%7E1%5CTemp%5Cmsohtml1%5C01%5Cclip_filelist.xml"><!--[if gte mso 9]><xml> <w:worddocument> <w:view>Normal</w:View> <w:zoom>0</w:Zoom> <w:punctuationkerning/> <w:validateagainstschemas/> <w:saveifxmlinvalid>false</w:SaveIfXMLInvalid> <w:ignoremixedcontent>false</w:IgnoreMixedContent> <w:alwaysshowplaceholdertext>false</w:AlwaysShowPlaceholderText> <w:compatibility> <w:breakwrappedtables/> <w:snaptogridincell/> <w:wraptextwithpunct/> <w:useasianbreakrules/> <w:dontgrowautofit/> </w:Compatibility> <w:browserlevel>MicrosoftInternetExplorer4</w:BrowserLevel> </w:WordDocument> </xml><![endif]--><!--[if gte mso 9]><xml> <w:latentstyles deflockedstate="false" latentstylecount="156"> </w:LatentStyles> </xml><![endif]--><style> <!-- /* Style Definitions */ p.MsoNormal, li.MsoNormal, div.MsoNormal {mso-style-parent:""; margin:0cm; margin-bottom:.0001pt; mso-pagination:widow-orphan; font-size:12.0pt; font-family:"Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman"; mso-ansi-language:EN-AU;} @page Section1 {size:612.0pt 792.0pt; margin:72.0pt 90.0pt 72.0pt 90.0pt; mso-header-margin:35.4pt; mso-footer-margin:35.4pt; mso-paper-source:0;} div.Section1 {page:Section1;} --> </style><!--[if gte mso 10]> <style> /* Style Definitions */ table.MsoNormalTable {mso-style-name:"Table Normal"; mso-tstyle-rowband-size:0; mso-tstyle-colband-size:0; mso-style-noshow:yes; mso-style-parent:""; mso-padding-alt:0cm 5.4pt 0cm 5.4pt; mso-para-margin:0cm; mso-para-margin-bottom:.0001pt; mso-pagination:widow-orphan; font-size:10.0pt; font-family:"Times New Roman"; mso-ansi-language:#0400; mso-fareast-language:#0400; mso-bidi-language:#0400;} </style> <![endif]--> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-AU">I fell in love with you, all over again last night. </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-AU"><o:p>
<br /></o:p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-AU"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-AU">The way you held me and gently whispered into my ear how beautiful I was. </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-AU"><o:p>
<br /></o:p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-AU"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-AU">How you touched me lovingly, exploring my body.</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-AU"><o:p>
<br /></o:p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-AU"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-AU">How you looked at me, like I was all you could see. </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-AU"><o:p>
<br /></o:p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-AU"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-AU">We have the movie, hallmark moments too. It’s just that ours don’t have a soundtrack and aren’t being filmed. </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-AU"><o:p>
<br /></o:p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-AU"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-AU">Last night was my hallmark moment. </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-AU"><o:p>
<br /></o:p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-AU"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-AU">I love you handsome </span></p> Lucyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17406233382497758067noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29237233.post-78241175797413573542009-06-29T15:09:00.008+10:002009-06-29T17:09:34.860+10:00Naughty Lucy's CravingsFor over two months now, all I've had are chicken cravings. Any time I can have chicken, I do. But I haven't only been craving for poultry though.<br /><br />My latest sexual cravings are:<br /><ul><li>loving, romantic sex, where we both cum at the same time.<br /></li></ul><ul><li>to be spanked. I want to be vulnerable, with my arse up in the air, awaiting each blow, waiting for the heat and the pain.</li></ul><ul><li>to start wearing my collar again. With my collar secured around my neck, I know my place. My mindset changes and I know who I am and what I must do. I miss being His slut.</li></ul><ul><li>to have all three of my holes filled. I've been fantasising about having a butt plug up my arse, my dildo in my cunt, and His balls in my mouth (while He jerks).</li></ul><ul><li>anal sex. It's been <span style="font-weight: bold;">too</span> long since I've felt His cock in my arse. I want Him to fuck my arse. I want to be on top with His cock buried in me. I want to feel Him cum in my arse.</li></ul><ul><li>to be restrained. I miss the feeling of powerlessness when I'm tied up. Having the control taken away from me *sigh*</li></ul><ul><li>to give Him a blow job again. Oh how I'm missing having His cock in my mouth. And I want to start perfecting my skills....I am determined to deep throat without my gag reflex over-reacting.<br /></li></ul><br />And the things I've craving, but can't have yet?<br /><br /><ul><li>Getting my inner labia pierced. </li></ul>I'm looking forward to the piercing itself. The time I had anything pierced or tattooed was over 18 months ago (my nipples). There comes a point with me, when I get that craving again. If I had the money, they would have been done by now.<br /><br />It's not only the piercing I'm looking forward to, it's seeing what they look like after they're done. Playing with them when they've fully healed. And the possibility of Him locking them together as a way of masturbation control. Or His interest in stretching. I have to admit that I am curious about that and the use of weights.<br /><br /><ul><li>Getting my clit hood pierced. </li></ul>We've decided to leave this until after my labia piercings. Mainly due to the fact that this will hurt more and take longer to heal. And unless He says that He wants me to get something else pierced, this will be my final piercing which will bring me to a total of 11.<br /><br />Boy am I looking forward to getting this done! If my sensitivity increases for this, anything like it did when I got my nipples pierced, I am going to be one very happy woman! :-)<br /><br /><ul><li>Enjoying the use of a fucking machine.</li></ul>And this is one I suspect I'll be waiting a fairly long time for, given the price. I will be the lazy partner of my fucking machine. I want one that does the work for me. I want to be lying down, or on hands and knees etc and have it fuck me. I do not want to be sitting on it or anything like that. I want to be able to use it hands free, with my hands only adjusting the controls, or playing with my clit. I figure if I'm buying a 'fucking machine' then, that's exactly what it should do, fuck me. I am a simple woman who is easy to please ;-)<br /><br />But, as I said, given the price of these, I don't think I'll be getting one for a long time. Hmm....what big events have I got coming up that I could request this as a present? Graduating from Uni? Couple years away yet....would love it before then. Reaching my goal weight? I'm hoping to be there by Christmas. Do you think that 39kg's (85.9lbs) is an awesome enough effort/reason to buy a fucking machine? ;-) I can dream, can't I?Lucyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17406233382497758067noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29237233.post-35268401506919217662009-06-18T10:51:00.007+10:002009-06-18T11:20:40.132+10:00Winter UpdateHi Everyone. I know it's been awhile since I posted and the reason is because I'm sick. Well, both of us are sick. When I went away to celebrate my birthday with my family I got a sore throat, which turned into a cold, which has now gone to my chest. Yeah, not so much fun.<br /><br />The sore throat has gone, as have the sniffles (well almost all gone), but now I've got the annoying bloody cough which is persisting. I've been sick for almost two weeks now :-(<br /><br />The other night when Daddy and I were playing, He couldn't resist and kissed me, which is now why He's sick. Even though as soon as He did it I said "Don't blame me if you get sick", I still feel bad. They say there's a 1 in 16 chance of catching a cold from someone if you kiss them while they're sick. Well, I can tell you, he only kissed me once, so our luck isn't too good at the moment obviously.<br /><br />I hate being sick, as do most people. But the one thing that I've come to realise this time, is how much I can't stand not being able to kiss Him. It's been driving me batty! I've always known that kissing is one activity that I really enjoy, but to not be able to do it is torture (and not in the good sense) :-)<br /><br />A good kiss can make me weak at the knees and tremble in anticipation of what's to come (if anything). It can make my heart pound and my stomach flutter. It can give me goosebumps. It can be exactly what I want, or it can leave me waiting for more.<br /><br />I can't wait until I'm better again, because although I'm missing all of these things in not being able to kiss Him, the one thing I'm missing more than all is the fact that Daddy has grown his beard and moustache back for the winter *big grins*<br /><br />This is how He was when we first got together. His facial hair takes me back to the early days, which were troublesome, but adventurous. Innocent and yet so full of naughtiness and debauchery. Not to mention the fact that the tickling of His beard and mo is the one type of tickling that I would ask for, in various places over my body ;-)<br /><br />And speaking of body hair, I've let my leg hair grow back. I'm not sure how long it's been since I last shaved, but it's at least over a month, maybe two. It's strange to have it back again, after having gotten into the routine of shaving my legs. Although I'm definitely not complaining for the extra warmth on these chilly nights we've been having. My underarm hair is back as well, although it's only been a couple of weeks since I stopped shaving that. We'll see how it goes, for the moment both my underarm and leg hair is staying. And afterall, with Daddy growing His facial hair for me, it's only fair that He gets to enjoy my body hair too :-)Lucyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17406233382497758067noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29237233.post-5220415652901210682009-06-18T10:44:00.003+10:002009-06-18T10:51:24.602+10:00Sugasm #167I've been having a bit of trouble with the links, which is why I'm so late posting this. Because I had to add in all the hyperlink's, I haven't shared the whole list. It just would have been too time consuming. Enjoy this week's Sugasm!<br /><br /><br /><div class="caption top right"><img src="http://sugasm.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/06/sugasm-167.jpg" /><br /><h4><a href="http://www.thesexcarnival.com/2009/05/chloe/">Chloe</a> courtesy of Viviane’s Sex Carnival.</h4> </div>The best of this week’s blogs by the bloggers who blog them. Highlighting the top 3 posts as chosen by Sugasm participants. Want in Sugasm #168? Submit a link to your best post of the week using this form. Participants, repost the link list within a week and you’re all set.<br /><br />This Week’s Picks<br /><a href="http://thefatoneinthemiddle.typepad.com/the_fat_one_in_the_middle/2009/06/every-you-orgasm-an-angel-gets-it-wings.html">Every Time You Orgasm, An Angel Gets Its Wings</a><br />“There is nothing that screams “fuck you” to the pain and the hurt in the world than screaming “fuck me” to the person in your bed.”<br /><br /><a href="http://bipoly.wordpress.com/2009/05/28/hnt-spanked/">HNT: Spanked</a><br />“I wasn’t sure how I felt about him. But tonight, I was sure.”<br /><br /><a href="http://pornoperson.blogspot.com/2009/05/thousand-kisses.html?zx=8475da5f34458f20">A Thousand Kisses</a><br />“This wasn’t enough. I knew that I had to try something else.”<br /><br />Mr. Sugasm Himself<br /><a href="http://sugarbank.com/2009/05/29/congratulations-youre-invited/">Congratulations, you’re invited!</a><br /><br />Sugasm Editor<br /><a href="http://radicalvixen.com/blog/2009/06/07/sex-work-and-honesty-religion/">Sex Work And Honesty: Religion</a><br /><br />Editor’s Choice<br /><a href="http://sapphirejay.wordpress.com/2009/05/07/food-fun-and-committment/">Food, fun and commitment</a><br /><br /><a href="http://sugasm.com/2009/06/10/sugasm-167/">More Sugasm</a><br /><a href="http://sugasm.com/sugasm-form/">Join the Sugasm</a>Lucyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17406233382497758067noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29237233.post-59475002429975252502009-06-04T06:00:00.004+10:002009-06-04T06:00:00.827+10:00Three years......And counting!<meta equiv="Content-Type" content="text/html; charset=utf-8"><meta name="ProgId" content="Word.Document"><meta name="Generator" content="Microsoft Word 11"><meta name="Originator" content="Microsoft Word 11"><link rel="File-List" href="file:///C:%5CDOCUME%7E1%5CEmma%5CLOCALS%7E1%5CTemp%5Cmsohtml1%5C01%5Cclip_filelist.xml"><!--[if gte mso 9]><xml> <w:worddocument> <w:view>Normal</w:View> <w:zoom>0</w:Zoom> <w:punctuationkerning/> <w:validateagainstschemas/> <w:saveifxmlinvalid>false</w:SaveIfXMLInvalid> <w:ignoremixedcontent>false</w:IgnoreMixedContent> <w:alwaysshowplaceholdertext>false</w:AlwaysShowPlaceholderText> <w:compatibility> <w:breakwrappedtables/> <w:snaptogridincell/> <w:wraptextwithpunct/> <w:useasianbreakrules/> <w:dontgrowautofit/> </w:Compatibility> <w:browserlevel>MicrosoftInternetExplorer4</w:BrowserLevel> </w:WordDocument> </xml><![endif]--><!--[if gte mso 9]><xml> <w:latentstyles deflockedstate="false" latentstylecount="156"> </w:LatentStyles> </xml><![endif]--><style> <!-- /* Style Definitions */ p.MsoNormal, li.MsoNormal, div.MsoNormal {mso-style-parent:""; margin:0cm; margin-bottom:.0001pt; mso-pagination:widow-orphan; font-size:12.0pt; font-family:"Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman"; mso-ansi-language:EN-AU;} @page Section1 {size:612.0pt 792.0pt; margin:72.0pt 90.0pt 72.0pt 90.0pt; mso-header-margin:35.4pt; mso-footer-margin:35.4pt; mso-paper-source:0;} div.Section1 {page:Section1;} --> </style><!--[if gte mso 10]> <style> /* Style Definitions */ table.MsoNormalTable {mso-style-name:"Table Normal"; mso-tstyle-rowband-size:0; mso-tstyle-colband-size:0; mso-style-noshow:yes; mso-style-parent:""; mso-padding-alt:0cm 5.4pt 0cm 5.4pt; mso-para-margin:0cm; mso-para-margin-bottom:.0001pt; mso-pagination:widow-orphan; font-size:10.0pt; font-family:"Times New Roman"; mso-ansi-language:#0400; mso-fareast-language:#0400; mso-bidi-language:#0400;} </style> <![endif]--> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-AU">Today marks 3 years since I started this blog. Although I’ve gone back and read a few of my earlier posts, I haven’t been caught up in reminiscing. Not at the moment at least. However, in reading some of my earlier posts I can see how much I’ve changed and grown. How much our relationship has changed, and how much more mature I have become in those three short years. I dare say that this is most obvious to me, rather than you or my family and friends, but perhaps you can see the differences too.</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-AU"><o:p> </o:p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-AU"><o:p>
<br /></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-AU">As I’m currently away visiting family and celebrating my birthday, this is just a short post to thank you all for sharing this journey with me and continually showing me support by coming back to a) read what I’ve written, b) perve on me (and the pictures I post) & c) leaving me comments.</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-AU"><o:p>
<br /></o:p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-AU"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-AU">I’m grateful for each and every one of you and the words of encouragement you leave me. I hope you’ll stick around and continue the journey with me.</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-AU"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-AU">Happy Thursday everyone! </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-AU"><o:p> </o:p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-AU"><o:p>
<br /></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-AU">Until I get back,</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-AU">Lucy xox</span></p> Lucyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17406233382497758067noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29237233.post-56276318197810430242009-05-29T10:18:00.001+10:002009-05-29T10:20:39.193+10:00Sugasm #166<p>The best of this week’s blogs by the bloggers who blog them. Highlighting the top 3 posts as chosen by Sugasm participants. Want in Sugasm #167? Submit a link to your best post of the week using <a href="http://sugasm.com/sugasm-form/">this form</a>. Participants, repost the link list within a week and you’re all set.</p><div class="caption top right"><img src="http://sugasm.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/05/sugasm-166.jpg" /><br /><h4><a href="http://coquitten.wordpress.com/2009/05/21/hnt-thursday-may-21st-2009/">HNT</a> courtesy of Coquitten.</h4> </div><strong>This Week’s Picks</strong><br /><p> <a href="http://sapphirejay.wordpress.com/2009/05/04/bare-assed-cheek-2-punishment-and-reward/">Bare-Assed Cheek (2): Punishment and Reward</a><br />“His finger glides up the inner side of my left thigh.”</p> <p><a href="http://dangerouslilly.com/2009/05/lillys-turn-part-1-wherein-a-power-play-is-made/">Lilly’s Turn - Part 1: Wherein a Power Play is Made</a><br />“I asked her, outright, if she considered herself submissive.”</p> <p><a href="http://onceupondangerous.blogspot.com/2009/05/please.html?zx=cf817082e14d8be9">…please…</a><br />“Exquisite pain heralding exquisite surrender.”</p> <p><strong>Mr. Sugasm Himself</strong><br /><a href="http://sugarbank.com/2009/05/22/is-sasha-grey-going-mainstream/">Is Sasha Grey going mainstream?</a></p> <p><strong>Sugasm Editor</strong><br /><a href="http://radicalvixen.com/blog/2009/05/23/a-difficult-scenario/">A Difficult Scenario</a></p> <p><strong>Editor’s Choice</strong><br /><a href="http://naughtynotes.blogspot.com/2009/05/just-looking.html">Just Looking</a></p> <p><a href="http://sugasm.com/2009/05/27/sugasm-166/">More Sugasm</a><br /><a href="http://sugasm.com/sugasm-form">Join the Sugasm</a></p>Lucyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17406233382497758067noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29237233.post-25531016302070059892009-05-27T17:27:00.003+10:002009-05-27T17:32:36.364+10:00You know I'm in charge, don't you?I send him a text, "I'll be there in 15mins. You know how I want you." He replies with "I'll be ready". I think to myself 'You'd better be, or there'll be trouble'.<br /><br />I'm already dressed. Hair tied up in a high ponytail, mascara and some lipstick. A long, classy black coat covers my red-trimmed black corset, short black skirt, and part of the black thigh-high stockings I've got on. My ensemble is complete with 5inch heels.<br /><br />I pick up my bag of toys, which includes lube, a blindfold, various dildo's and buttplugs, restraints, and a few instruments to administer punishment if need be, and head to my car.<br /><br />I'm going to have some fun tonight. It's been almost 2weeks since I've seen him, but tonight will be well worth the wait.<br /><br />I'm on time as I park down the street a little. He can wait a little longer, let the temptation build. I roll down the window and have a smoke while he waits for me to arrive. With one hand holding the cigarette, the other wanders under my coat and skirt. I run my long nails over my freshly waxed pussy, feeling the arousal. Knowing it's only a matter of minutes before the fun begins.<br /><br />I remove my hand from between my legs, put the smoke out in the ashtray and start the car. I make a u-turn and park in his driveway. It's late at night, there's no lights on in the neighbouring houses. They've all gone to bed. No doubt to wake up fresh for work in the morning. 'He won't be fresh for work in the morning' I think as I exit the car with my bag and walk to his front door. I take out the spare key he's given me and wait a little before opening the door, knowing he heard the<br />clicking of my heels on the cement. I lick my lips as I slip the key in and turn.<br /><br />As I open the door, I see him kneeling before me, head down. Naked except for the black collar, and the cock ring he knows he has to wear when I visit.<br /><br />"Good evening Mistress" he says before kissing my heeled feet. "Thank you for coming". I laugh, "Don't thank me yet boy".Lucyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17406233382497758067noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29237233.post-18790312935643488502009-05-21T08:51:00.005+10:002009-05-21T09:07:50.987+10:00Love HNT Part II<div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgj_ATxbpHyyMEnCc19Vi_F4eFPUUOtWqEY4qtNgtLtNuhlI0YNdvcO0zG-u3oSA9LKYAm3rqta8ls2VD1ZKLprC2FzgFIkL6TNyk5437HjqkwokOIkj9ggYT5aPrphmBOYj1cUuQ/s1600-h/bare+arse.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 190px; height: 288px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhI6U4T7BaludLOxj5RZGB0rb3OhuOw5zO_whfxf6hTHk-eke_B2MWzl2bqqmV3D5PqPes2Em8sdtumfzjpgfOo2pJMG__VGYv9uB2Ik9uxuUC7JJVbXr0LSOVsPhs3AuS3sosBug/s200/ponytail+negative.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5338044251813489154" border="0" /></a><span style="font-style: italic;"><span style="font-size:85%;">*Click*</span></span></div><br />I'm back with the second and final part of my 'Love' pics. I thought I would have more to use then I ended up with, but given that I've been taking these all with the self-timer it's certainly time consuming (and a tad frustrating) when you can't see the shot until it's been taken! The click through on this is my absolute favourite out of all the photos I took, hence why I left it to last :-)<br /><br />Happy Half-Nekkid Thursday! And remember to see <a href="http://osbasso.blogspot.com/">who else got half-nekkid</a>!Lucyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17406233382497758067noreply@blogger.com11tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29237233.post-53273630243452044512009-05-14T14:19:00.010+10:002009-05-14T14:41:09.824+10:00Love HNT<div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg0_-jObP4YJrNpkTD0uCl4Ew1WSNLlXytWuekOG-9NNt2MfStqIt98d1IRi5nfNcxB-33TdzkY1ieqYBeDUngASjAQ8S5HUAllDlHp8tJfw1a52qk3DbzFAc9Oeib1uxgi5oU34w/s1600-h/from+behind.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 223px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgSiJ0pFTGWVDSqDAOfyMeQL8bnWUT-vxCYBVDykZMgG8Nd5kMHSTiVfPrbruGEu3OgrdJL3kWdbTngzG3WOT5IxUttwcT7JC4yeLR116qQ8o-SRjCwacbCDVOrlCxFpcvt-UYp2Q/s400/P5140066+%28cropped%29.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5335530516738514754" border="0" /></a><span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:85%;" >*Click*</span><br /><br /></div>A <span style="font-size:100%;">couple</span> of days ago I went shopping for some new tops. Now that I've lost so much weight (over 55lbs/25kg's) what I have/had is pretty much too big. With winter fast approaching, I needed some tops that I could wear, but this I picked up for a measly $5. Good for around the house and to bed.<br /><br />And more than anything, it sums up exactly how I feel about myself now. It's been a long time coming for me to be happy with my physical appearance, and I have never loved what I looked like. Sure, I haven't reached my goal weight yet, but with each day it's getting closer. And although there's parts of my body that aren't exactly how I would like them to be, I do love what I look like.<br /><br />Happy Half-Nekkid Thursday!<br /><br /><a href="http://osbasso.blogspot.com/">Don't forget to see who else participated</a>.Lucyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17406233382497758067noreply@blogger.com19tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29237233.post-70401414273210678322009-04-30T12:20:00.004+10:002009-04-30T12:30:33.653+10:00Return to HNT<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj1kVbo-Kd6dya3yVzn4UlV6JKd52LgnF0aZa0nNnMtr6KZF3ZmJc-amWIXR7bpp8jvJuwDkoesB554K3E15qznNwEHUvyISIuALgni40nN75INAqgtnne0DZ5Ng8z5247YwnUEBw/s1600-h/P4230018-(cropped)-wood.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 157px; height: 388px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj1kVbo-Kd6dya3yVzn4UlV6JKd52LgnF0aZa0nNnMtr6KZF3ZmJc-amWIXR7bpp8jvJuwDkoesB554K3E15qznNwEHUvyISIuALgni40nN75INAqgtnne0DZ5Ng8z5247YwnUEBw/s320/P4230018-(cropped)-wood.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5330304193106384018" border="0" /></a><br /><div style="text-align: center;">I felt like joining in this week and showing off a healthier looking me. I'm much more confident these days, and although I still have a way to go to reach my goal weight, I love what I see in the mirror. Happy Half-Nekkid Thursday everyone!<br /><br />Don't forget to see who else <a href="http://osbasso.blogspot.com">participated this week</a>.<br /><br /><div style="text-align: left;">*<span style="font-size:85%;">And thanks again to Alec (<a href="http://www.coypink.com">Coy Pink</a>'s hubby) who helped me touch up this pic by photoshopping out my stained garage floor. </span><br /></div></div>Lucyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17406233382497758067noreply@blogger.com11tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29237233.post-54573142814054066012009-04-14T17:07:00.003+10:002009-04-14T17:10:57.985+10:00A Happier me<meta equiv="Content-Type" content="text/html; charset=utf-8"><meta name="ProgId" content="Word.Document"><meta name="Generator" content="Microsoft Word 11"><meta name="Originator" content="Microsoft Word 11"><link rel="File-List" href="file:///C:%5CDOCUME%7E1%5CEmma%5CLOCALS%7E1%5CTemp%5Cmsohtml1%5C01%5Cclip_filelist.xml"><!--[if gte mso 9]><xml> <w:worddocument> <w:view>Normal</w:View> <w:zoom>0</w:Zoom> <w:punctuationkerning/> <w:validateagainstschemas/> <w:saveifxmlinvalid>false</w:SaveIfXMLInvalid> <w:ignoremixedcontent>false</w:IgnoreMixedContent> <w:alwaysshowplaceholdertext>false</w:AlwaysShowPlaceholderText> <w:compatibility> <w:breakwrappedtables/> <w:snaptogridincell/> <w:wraptextwithpunct/> <w:useasianbreakrules/> <w:dontgrowautofit/> </w:Compatibility> <w:browserlevel>MicrosoftInternetExplorer4</w:BrowserLevel> </w:WordDocument> </xml><![endif]--><!--[if gte mso 9]><xml> <w:latentstyles deflockedstate="false" latentstylecount="156"> </w:LatentStyles> </xml><![endif]--><style> <!-- /* Style Definitions */ p.MsoNormal, li.MsoNormal, div.MsoNormal {mso-style-parent:""; margin:0cm; margin-bottom:.0001pt; mso-pagination:widow-orphan; font-size:12.0pt; font-family:"Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman"; mso-ansi-language:EN-AU;} @page Section1 {size:612.0pt 792.0pt; margin:72.0pt 90.0pt 72.0pt 90.0pt; mso-header-margin:35.4pt; mso-footer-margin:35.4pt; mso-paper-source:0;} div.Section1 {page:Section1;} --> </style><!--[if gte mso 10]> <style> /* Style Definitions */ table.MsoNormalTable {mso-style-name:"Table Normal"; mso-tstyle-rowband-size:0; mso-tstyle-colband-size:0; mso-style-noshow:yes; mso-style-parent:""; mso-padding-alt:0cm 5.4pt 0cm 5.4pt; mso-para-margin:0cm; mso-para-margin-bottom:.0001pt; mso-pagination:widow-orphan; font-size:10.0pt; font-family:"Times New Roman"; mso-ansi-language:#0400; mso-fareast-language:#0400; mso-bidi-language:#0400;} </style> <![endif]--> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-AU">I’ve always been fat/plump/chubby. Whatever you want to call it, I’ve always been noticeably overweight. I remember back to first grade (5 turning 6yrs old) and she’s there. She’s part of my memories, my history, my past. We were the best of friends, and throughout our friendship she has always been the pretty, popular one. She was the pretty girl with blue eyes and blonde hair; I was her redheaded, chubby best friend. This, I’ve always been aware of. Long before I should have, I had body issues.</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-AU"><o:p> </o:p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-AU"><o:p>
<br /></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-AU">Looking back, given what I ate everyday (almost the same lunch for years on end), it really is no surprise that I was overweight. One such food was a particular brand of full fat cheese. This, I ate at least for breakfast & lunch and snacked on during the day for the majority of my life (including all my school years). This cheese I now turn down. Sometimes I get a craving for it, and then I think of the last time I ate it and how it didn’t taste as yummy as it once did. So I decide no to get some. I am very proud of myself for that.</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-AU"><o:p>
<br /></o:p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-AU"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-AU"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-AU">When I started on this path of my life, I was pessimistic that it would be too hard and I wouldn’t be able to lose the weight. I was excited at the idea of changing my life, my health, and my (self-loathing) appearance. I was hopeful that I would succeed and make my life better. More than anything though, I was scared. I had reached a point where I knew things had to change, and that I had to change. And I was scared shitless that I would fail.</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-AU"><o:p>
<br /></o:p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-AU"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-AU">Being sick so badly and for so long was a blessing in disguise. It kick started my weight loss. Having glandular fever and gastroenteritis is no fun. Had I had a choice, I would have rather have not been sick and lost the weight slower. However, that’s the hand life dealt me, and I played on.</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-AU"><o:p>
<br /></o:p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-AU"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-AU">I’m surprised and still don’t really believe that I’ve lost 22kg (48.5lbs). I went clothes shopping with my mum the other day and immediately and subconsciously gravitated towards the fat section. I no longer fit into these clothes, but because for so long that’s all I could fit into, my legs take me there automatically.</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-AU"><o:p>
<br /></o:p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-AU"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-AU">22 kilograms! I understand that I’ve lost weight and my appearance has changed because of that, but the number + me losing that much just doesn’t compute. I look at photographs of me, even from a year ago, and I no longer see me. I know it’s me, but that’s who I WAS. I’m so different now. I am a new person. I am a new and improved version of me. </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-AU"><o:p>
<br /></o:p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-AU"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-AU">I no longer cringe when someone wants me in a photograph, and my smile is no longer fake. Perhaps I’ve become a little vain, but I think I’ve bloody well earned it after all the fat years I went through. I can now feel good about myself, because I am healthy and my appearance is more appealing (to me). </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-AU"><o:p>
<br /></o:p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-AU"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-AU">I have lost 4 to 5 dress sizes! Clothes shopping is no longer an issue for me. And clothes that I was wearing just a year ago are way too big. I put on a top the other day that I used to wear all the time. It now hangs off me. I mean, you wouldn’t even know I had a figure wearing this fucking tent thing.</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-AU"><o:p>
<br /></o:p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-AU"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-AU">As of yesterday, my BMI has significantly changed. I’m no longer classed as obese, now I’m just overweight. I simply cannot describe how good this feels. Those of you that are reading this that have experienced it will know what I’m talking about. And those of you out there that are on your way to experiencing it, I strongly encourage you to keep going. Take it from someone who’s there, it feels awesome & no one can take that away from you. </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-AU"><o:p>
<br /></o:p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-AU"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-AU">This morning I took my measurement. Inches have been lost since the last time, but I haven’t been diligent with keeping a record. Suppose I probably should have, but oh well what’s done is done. From taking these measurements, I now know I have one inch (yes, just one) to lose off my waist and I will officially have an hourglass figure. I’ve never really had a particular figure, other than fat, so it’s pretty exciting. </span></p> Lucyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17406233382497758067noreply@blogger.com4