Tuesday, March 20, 2007

Punished accordingly

I don't know exactly how long I spent masturbating yesterday afternoon or last night (that's poor behaviour on my part - I'm sorry Master). But I do know that each time was longer than one hour.

The afternoon session was spent masturbating on webcam for my Master, while the night session was spent having phone sex with Him.

I came once in the afternoon session, and twice during the night session.

(I have been reprimanded by my Master previously and have been instructed that I must state the duration of my masturbation sessions, so that you all know just how much I love having my hands between my legs, trying to get myself off. I am positive that because I was careless and failed to note the duration of both these sessions, that I will be punished accordingly and as He sees fit, when we're next together).

Monday, March 19, 2007

Just finished

I have just finished masturbating. I had my hand between my legs, fucking myself with my vibrator for 40minutes. I only came once. But I'm sure there will be more to 'cum' later on today! (pun intended).

Your opinion

I'm stumped....! I'm not sure which clock I should use on the left here.... I really like the cherries, but I also really like the one that clicks over. Please leave a comment and let me know which one you prefer on my blog or simply which one you like more.

Sunday, March 18th 2007

Last night, I was on the phone with my Master for about 2hours. In this time, we had phone sex and almost all of that time was spent with my hands between my legs, playing with my cunt. I came 4 times last night. It's always better when they're listening to you grunt out a cum!

Wednesday, March 14, 2007


I came across a great website today!

~Patty's Gallery~

The link is on the left, with all the other links. I reccommend you check out her drawings!


All I can say is..."laughs"



Fred & Wilma

I just LOVE this one!

I am.....

I am purely just comfortable. At this point in time I'm feeling extremely content with how everything is and with who I am. I have adjusted to who and what I am.

I am a submissive slut who is controlled by a man who loves me for me, both what he can see and what he can't see (but feels).
I am a lover by nature, and a romantic at heart.
I am a dirty-minded woman who will try anything at least once.
I am upfront and honest.
I am not afraid to cry and show my emotions, and I love being in love!
I am loud and outgoing.
I am proud to be me.
I am an exhibitionist and love to be watched.

Above all else, I am who I am, and I love being me!

Tuesday March 13th 2007

I was fairly busy during the day and didn't really have much time to masturbate.
Although I did manage to find time to masturbate for just over an hour yesterday afternoon, and came once. Last night, I spoke with my Master on the phone and came once. I masturbated for another half an hour after we spoke and came again.

I certainly LOVE to masturbate! :-)

Tuesday, March 13, 2007

Dirty Little Secrets

When we're in highschool, we believe that we need someone. (Everyone remembers those times when you felt left out of it all, when you were single and all of your friends were pairing up together).

After highschool we believe we're independent and don't need anyone. (Remember thinking to yourself: "It's fine that *Sarah, *Rebecca and *Emily all have boyfriends, but I'm content by myself").

As we get older, we know that we need someone. (This is where the change comes in. We no longer believe that having someone to share our life with is important...we've reached a turning point and this is where we actually admit to ourselves that we do need someone).

Submission goes deeper than control.

For me, it's not just about someone having control over you, it's about opening yourself up and trusting that person fully. It's about bearing you to them. Not just parts of you, but telling them everything! When you get here it's amazing to know that there are no secrets and that He knows all there is to know about you (as well as all your dirty little secrets). You let go of "you", while embracing the true or real you.

I'm so content knowing this is the place for me, and not only is this where I want to be, I know it's where I need to be.

Monday March 12th 2007

Geez was I horny yesterday! ! ! ! !
I masturbated before lunch, for 2hrs and came three times.
I masturbated later in the afternoon, for 1hr and came once.
And then I masturbated before going to bed, for just over an hour and came once.

Monday's total cum's: 5!

Monday, March 12, 2007

Sunday March 11th 2007

I masturbated while talking to my Master on the phone and came three times.

Friday, March 09, 2007

Thrusday March 8th

Yesterday, I masturbated for just over an hour and came twice.

I have visitors staying with me until next week, so there won't be much chance for solo time. :-( it's going to be a long few days!

Thursday, March 08, 2007

Wednesday March 7th

As you all know I have been instructed to update my blog when I masturbate.
My Master had asked me to make a list of all the things I wanted to try with Him. I was doing this yesterday morning, and as a result I got so horny and couldn't resist the urge to masturbate.
I did so for 1hr 15minutes and came twice.

Tuesday, March 06, 2007

Tuesday 6th March 2007

As instructed I am posting when I masturbate and how many times I cum.

This morning (tuesday), I masturbated and came once.
I love this, and I wish I could have it as a bumper sticker on my car!

Monday March 5th

Before lunch I masturbated for an hour and a half and came twice.

After dinner, I masturbated while talking to my Master on the phone, and came twice.


My Master has been reading my blog as I've been updating. He instructed me that from now on, I am to post when I masturbate and how many times I've cum. So that's what I'll be doing. He wants you all to see just how much of a masturbation addict I truly am.

Monday, March 05, 2007

Wobbily bits

I won't ever be described as a petite woman, or even close to petite.

In today's society, where so much emphasis is placed on looking like a praying mantis, I am proud to say that I am a big beautiful woman!

I love my curves and the fact that you can't see my bones protruding.

I am voluptuous, and I'd be lost without my bumps and wobbily bits.

Sunday, March 04, 2007

What am I looking forward to?

  • having my cunt paddled/whipped;
  • wearing a chastity belt;
  • getting my nipples, labia and clit pierced;
  • using a spreader bar;
  • pissing for Him in public;
  • being restrained for long periods of time;
  • masturbating on webcam for others .

These are just a few for the moment. I'm sure I shall think of more soon.