I had helped Daddy masturbate, and now it was my turn.
There was a point during my masturbation last night when I really wanted Him to slap me. I wanted to feel His palm across my cheek. I wanted to feel the sting of where His blow had struck. I really wanted Him to slap my face. And this is unusual for me.
Sure I love being spanked. And even when it's a punishment spanking, I still get some enjoyment from it. But being slapped? Never have I wanted to be slapped. (And I recall once being slapped across the face by my grandmother....not a pleasant experience, or one I would want again). But nonetheless, last night, I desperately wanted Him to slap me. I wanted Him to strike me.
I didn't want to ask or request though. So I said nothing. So what about now? Do I still feel it? Do I still want to experience this? Yes, it turns me on thinking about it.
He's definitely in control when He slaps me. It's the Dominance thing I reckon. I mean, you know someone else is in control when you get slapped. That slap means business. It says "Listen here bitch, I'm in charge!!" That's what I wanted. I wanted Him to dominate me. And I wanted Him to show me that He was The Boss by slapping me.
Daddy will be reading this, so now He knows what I want.
Now I want to know what you all think about the face slapping..Is it for you? Have you done it before? Did you enjoy it? Do you prefer slapping others to being slapped? Let me know (so I don't think I'm the only one out there who wants to be slapped).
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
What Does A Dirty Slut Need?
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I totally agree that spanking has its own place and I love a good spanking, but I'm not sure that I'd go for slapping. I guess this means I'm not as submissive as I think I am. If it works for both of you though enjoy it!
ReplyDeleteWell, we'll wait and see what Daddy says when He reads this....
ReplyDeleteFunny you should mention this...I was just pondering the same thing last night. My lover has slapped me several times. A first for both of us. It was something that just happened. A year or so ago if you had told me that a guy would slap me AND that I would like it I would have laughed in your face. Honestly, I probably would have responded that I would just slap him right back. BUT....it is the strangest thing. It's kind of nice. It adds another dimension to the relationship.
ReplyDeleteFor him I know it is the thrill of catching me off guard. He'll be soft and sweet and handling me so gently, and then suddenly a slap. We seem to both like the suspense, the apprehension of it. Keeps you on edge in a really good way.
I am always amazed though at how perfectly he does it. Just at the right moments, and always the exact right amount of force. I don't think I could slap someone that I wasn't mad at. Guess that's why I am such a submissive whore and he is such a dominating fuck.
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